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The 2 week Flatmate

Having lived on my own for 4 years, helping friends out here and there of course, living with someone is always going to be daunting.

What if they’re messy? Bring people over? Boyfriends? I cant bring mine over…. General annoyances!

SO my best friend asked to move in and of course I said yes, but still at a rent. She’s only been here 10 days and shes already irritating. That I can deal with because I have my own life thata I can go out and not see her, but it’s my flat. I want one of my boys over and cant.

She’s the sort of girl where its you’ll love this guy he’s a doctor/lawyer/banker, lives in Knightsbridge/Chelsea/Kensington, drives a Porche/ Bentley brand this, money that but she actually has little.  Waiting for her gorgeous man in a shining white Bentley to take her off around the world and live a life of luxury…. Aint gonna happen love!

So, like I said she’s been here 10 days and not paid rent. I ask. She comes back with £50 less for Easter weekend, fine because I agreed I guess. She is also saying that all she’s done here is sleep, shower and cook a little bit…. That’s called living somewhere. I don’t know what else she was expecting! But now to top it off she’s calling in on a g I owe her! Fine, but if she really wanted me to call in all of what Ive given her (and I know) she’d probably cry…… Also I am not one to let drugs and money get in a way of a friendship. I hope she remembers that!

The fragile fact of the matter is that she was expecting me to give for free, but recently I’ve been noticing her taking me for a ride. No. I do not have mug written across my forehead!!

Oh and the last straw??? SHE’s FINISHED MY FUCKING KETCHUP AND LOO ROLL AND NOT FUCKING REPLACED IT!!!

Rant done! x

City Rugby “Dom”

He thinks a “Dom” is an abusive uncaring man empowering his arrogance beyond his years….. Wrong!

My god! We’d been texting (met on Fet) for a week. I got drunk on a Tuesday with an American tourist, obviously not hot because I would have fucked him.

The date was running out of steam, he was Americanly annoying, loud and some of the things said were just bit strange, even by my standards.   I even rang my best friend to save me in Chelsea but she too was drunk and bailed. He walked me to Chelsea bridge and my bus was right there.

I had been texting him a little in the day, “rugbyLad” that is and told him I’d be back in junction at 1945. I was back at 1930, just enough time for a shot, a line and a tidy up. Standing in the cold I felt the booze relax me and the drugs help my speech and awareness.

He had never been kind, always played the role – “Hard Dom” never allowed to know him. He demanded, unshaven, false tan and coming straight to mine (he lived with 4 other rugby boys – my god, I know his sort already). I was adamant about meeting in pubic for safety and said, “I cant care about a dom, unless I know him” Haha! Good Line!

Gutted by my own standards.

Was more than angry with my father from the morning before and searched to piss him off, thus hurting myself. My Dad was flippant and abrupt. Dismissing anything I said. All I could think of was, this is him letting me go for his proud son to take the reigns, God (or Allah – or whatever other religion he decides to hide behind) forbid that I (a girl) could do it. He had a meeting with someone who wanted to buy his stake in a football club which he had just disclosed was worth £8 – 10 million, immediately after me. In fact the man came over as I left, my father saying, “one in one out” and didn’t even try to introduce me. He had just told me how my sister’s fiancé was a waster and had a go that I hadn’t been more proactive in a scheme that I was living off, First I’d fucking heard that I’d have to be! I was hurt. Is he cutting ties?

The tears are missing my cheeks and pouring from my eyes as I write. He has lost care for the family that he betrayed so badly. I am lost.

I meet RugbyLad outside the station and we walk to mine. He is tall, very handsome, Very well dressed and very macunian! I express my doubt about a rugby union lad from Manchester, “more league, no?” then continue about the age gap. He is 24. “Im not young” he snaps.

He grabs me arse as we walk back and I push him off, he tries again as we enter my building and I repeat. We haven’t even kissed on the cheek. He looks annoyed and I am thankful that a girl joins us in the lift up to the 10th floor. I say he’s young and he brushes it off with a smirk and a tight squeeze the shoulder.

We barely make eye contact let alone kiss. The front door shuts, he pushes my shoulders down and I shove him off. “like that is it?” I push past and have my back to him in the kitchen. Next thing I know, coat and scarf still on , he shoves my head to the cold surface of the island and hits me. I like it. The contact races through me. There is a sting but nothing compared to what is about to happen. He pushes his body against mine and my hips rub the had surface. He seems like he knows what he is doing when he undoes my jeans and pulling them down. A soft brush followed by a hard, very hard spank with his bare hand. He continues and it stings more. My winces get louder and my hands try to prevent further. He pins them to the other side of the island. “Are you going to keep them there? For who?”

“You, Sir”

“Good slut”

He continues to spank me hard.

He starts to push what I assume is his cock against my cunt. Usually I’d be wet,   This time I am not. Not sure if it is the drugs or the fact that he has not done any ground work, not even a drink “Do you want me to go?”

“No, of course not. Why do you say that?”

He spits on my cunt and says, “because it seems like you don’t want me here”

My cunt wraps around his (average) cock and I moan – I’ve Learnt it makes them a little excited!

He fucks me hard and I love it. He pulls out and spanks me harder than before. He has something in his hand this time. “Do you deserve me? Tell me. Beg me. You want to be bruised?”

I can already feel the bruises rising to the surface. The sting. “Yes, Sir. Of course! I want you to fuck my tight cunt” I feel that please him as his breathing gets faster as he fucks me even harder. He pulls my hair as he pulls out and pushes me towards my bedroom. “I want you naked and touching yourself when I come in there.”

I quickly strip… Im still wearing my cross body bag for fuck sake! In only my bra and Insulin pump he returns as I am on my knees at the end of the bed, adjusting my pump to 0% basal to take it off.

“What the fuck is that?” He says sternly and the accent runs through me.

“insulin pump. Don’t worry im taking it off but just be careful of this” Pointing at the canella on my stomach.  “ You’re not going to fit on me, are you?” I feel like turning around and saying, “fuck off out my house you IGNORRANT FUCKWIT!”

But I don’t. Instead I sense at first a sense of fear and when he asks again? Almost a care? Haha…. Yeah right. I don’t think he’ll call again partially because of that.

I am lying face down and he jumps on top. For the first time ever someone notices my birthmark; a small dent at the top of my butt crack – think its where by “tail” used to be!

He slams his body into mine and grabs my throat. Fucking hard and fast then 2 hard thrusts as he grunts loudly, making me cum and moan. Stood at the end of my bed he pulls me by my hair towards his hard cock, shoving it down my throat. It’s the first time I’ve seen his size. As it hits the back of my throat I let him fuck it as I concentrate on my breathing (or lack of). Calm. He fucks harder and I feel the lack of air rush to my head and push him hard. He doesn’t budge holding me that split second longer. “you whore!” His hand gropes the back of my head and my throat, fucking my face again. My breathing is concentrated and calm. The drugs and alcohol kick in. He picks me up by my hair, bites and slaps my pert tits and throws me on the bed. My eyes are shut as requested as he briefly leaves the room. “on your stomach”

I do as an obedient sub does and I feel my cashmere scarf that I was wearing as he fucked me over the counter, wrap around my eyes and down my back to bind my hands. I only let him do one and he questions my trust. Breaking out of my role I say sternly “Yes” adding that I broke my shoulder so cant physically put my arm there (I can but it’s very much a trust thing).   This binding makes me think he’s done it before. It’s certainly no Shibari but it’s a good knot. He continues to fuck me as he pleases spanks me hard on the stings and reaches around to grope and whispers, “who’s great tits are these? I am pleased with how pert they are.” “Yours Sir” I respond. He spanks me hard and my winces get louder and he softly strokes his work and slaps me one more time. I yelp and my forehead wrinkles in pain.

I begin to feel like shit, emotionally. Sobering up I think. He flips me. “your pert tits deserve it next” Spits in my mouth (Ahh! Fucking disgusting prick!). I swallow. Still blindfolded, I suddenly feel something plastic make a solid slap contact with my nipple “Fuck!”

“Don’t move”

He continues and I can feel his fingers inside me getting wet. “ you like it my little whore!”

“Yes, sir”

I feel the bed dip next to me as his breathing gets louder and the tone in his voice increase. He’s nearly there. I want to suck it (my blooming sheets!) but its too late and he cums on my face and chest.

I roll onto my side and take the blindfold off. My fucking cashmere scarf is covered in fucking cum! Great! Thank you! I am in a ball on the bed and he checks if I’m ok. Only the 2nd time he’s come out of the Dom roll. After I say yes fine he asks again and I snap, “yes. It’s fine” and put my pyjamas on. He gets dressed back into his smart attire – He has a birthday drinks…. Bollocks! I had mentioned that my best friend recognised him from the gym and he asked about how I had bought him up. Having spotted him on POF I said that I was going on a date with him from that. He seemed panicked. “Tell her she got it wrong and it wasn’t me” I agree and try to reassure that I won’t share what he has just done, even though in the back of my mind I am probably going to show my bruises tomorrow…. Say part of the story anyway! He obviously doesn’t want people knowing about this side of him, but then again his face is on Fet!

He compliments my apartment and heads for the door. “don’t be pissed or upset” I smirk and shut the door in his face.

I know nothing about the manc. He certainly has issues – That’s rich coming from me I know. He was young I know, probably inexperienced (certainly compared to the Italian) and obviously got away with murder being handsome, very clever and big (in stature). He was your or my, stereotypical city rugby boy.

Doubt I’ll see him again….. Other in my bloody gym!!

Men – 2 in one night -Filling my time at least

Food – minimal

Exercise – Sexercise??

But They’re Carb Free!

I had every intention of going to Body pump at 630 this morning. The Buzzing and sining from my phone attacks my ears as the cold nip in the air tickles my nose. Out from the cocoon I go. Bloodtest. 3.4. Great! That’s a mint whip (M&S), lowering my bolus to 0% for 1 hour and back to the warm duvet cocoon. No Body pump.

I wake up at 12 in a diabetic hangover and BG’s up at 17! Feeling groggy, podgy and the spots on my chin are rumbling, I open the fridge and see what I can snacl on. Boredom is my enemy. Yes I could and know I should find something to do, anything, even my Christmas shopping (Eugh). I don’t want to leave the house. To make me feel worse my date this evening is not replying – fucking time waster!! I would have found someone else to go out with, it is Thursday after all.

My skype chat pings – it can only be James. James…… We have never met, just cyber met through POF (I’m covering all bases – POF, Tinder, Luxy, Happn and Fet). He seemed sweet but I knew straight away he was into kink, proper kink. He’s into consentual non consent, whips, belts, choking. He’s always said that he’s going to come over and I wont have a say what he does to me. It dangerous but exciting. He asks if im horny. Well, yes. Standard. As always! “meeting you at 3” he orders. “I’m at lunch” “im coming over at 3” this goes on until I shock him. In the time ive left it I have had a random job interview over the phone, definitely was not expecting it and made me shaking like a leaf. I think I fucked it. I tell James and he says that he can bring a bottle too. Brilliant! “come over”

I give a vague address, tell him what im wearing, what I want him to do. He tells me what he will do. “Fine come over and we’ll discuss safe words and boundaries over the wine.”

“Ok….. Ah shit! My meeting’s been changed to earlier.”

“Flake”

I go to the fridge and pick some more. Pork Crackling – That’s right. The Gods that are M&S food development team have done it again (The food hall is my church). Pork Crackling sticks. They’re carb free, They’re carb free, They’re carb free! My left arm twinges if I actually think about it! Chomp through 3 of them as my phone pings again. Sam. He’s from Abu Dhabi and taking me out tomorrow evening. He claims he works in fashion and claims he wants more than a fuck…. THEN WHY ARE YOU LEADING WITH FUCKING?!!! “tantric sex” “are you horny” “do you like sex” Pahaha. Im still going on a date with him. I challenge him and he says that’s why he wants to take me out, but asking my dress size? I’m dubious. Hope he’s as hot as his pictures!!

In the mean time there are 2 more dates being set up. Both from fet. Monday’s date im nervous about seems extreme. French, 6”6 wants a Sub. I will be meeting wearing a red scarf. (by his request of course – Glad I have a selection. Vintage Liberty? Or Alexander McQueen?) Tuesday’s also wants a Sub, but seems more vanilla, until we close the doors of course! All I can hope is that my markings from the previous night don’t anger him.

Smashed a body combat class at 2030 and now here I am picking at more food, nuts and cereal, waiting for sleep to set in. With the wind whistling through the fucking broken seals and bloods still high from exercise, I’m retiring. No fucking but certainly set up for the next few days at least….

Food: Crap

Exercise: Moderate

Men: Meh…. I’m sure I wont be waiting long.

 

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